Thursday, November 2, 2017

24 part 3

Random thoughts about marriage and having children.
Expecting one of my children become a scientist and work for NASA.

I'll be a proud mother.

And I'll be more proud if they are happy and success with their own choices...

Sunday, October 15, 2017

Super Far

I miss waking up at 6 am and having cereal as my breakfast to start the day
I miss cleaning up my room every Sunday and doing nothing after that
I miss my favorite spot to draw and thinking in my room
I miss how I could survive when I was homesick

Those friends, 
those stories,
those laughs, and
those problems we have solved together
I miss them

Cheaper food,
Ice chocolate on rainy days,
The library,
The crazy-hectic days during thesis writing
I miss them

I couldn't find any better place like you
Even my own home never felt the same after you came into my life

I will come to see you soon.

Monday, October 2, 2017

Unexpected Journey

I got a chance to do a valuation project in Bintan Island. When my boss told me to join the team I was surprised and confused. I never thought I'll get the chance, I mean this is a big project and I haven't got any experience to do such things. I felt pessimistic and grateful at the same time. 

Monday, September 11, 2017

24 part 2

I looked at my phone, scrolled up and down my social medias. Found nothing interesting. 
Then, I decided to type something on my blog. Hoping I'll get better.

I'm getting used to be lonely.
Day by day.
I feel like I've lost my friends months ago after my graduation.

I've been asking my self, "Do I still have friends? Do they still remember me? Or is this just a quarter life crisis?"

I know being an adult is hard. Overthinking of everything. Every little thing.

I don't like to be lonely, I love making a conversation, sharing thoughts or gossiping.
I just like to know that I still have friends, the real one.

But, I am always grateful.
At least I still have my family and my long distance relationship partner.

Friday, September 8, 2017


"When will you get married?"

Annoying question that always come up every time I meet someone.
Why does everybody like to ask that kind of question?
It's a private thing and I never ask them the same question anyway.


But I have to answer that question.
I answer it with a smile and a question like "When will you be ready to pay all the food and stuff?"

I'll be getting married with the man I love when I'm ready,
when I'm done with my study (which I haven't finished it yet),
when I'm stop being a lazy-stubborn-bossy princess,
when I'm finally forgiving my self,

when He asked me to be his life partner, accepted me for who I am.

Monday, January 16, 2017

First Time Visiting Malaysia

On 28th - 31st August 2016 I went to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia with my friends for a short study tour and company visit. It was my first time went abroad without my family and with a very low budget :(
Although with a very low budget and I couldn't use my credit card whenever I want (my dad would be angry if I do that), it was quite fun to explore a new place with some friends. We visited some mandatory places like the Twin Towers, Genting Skywave, Central Market, and Petaling Street.